That's the reason you're here anyway, right?
When I was a growing up, I would ask Mama could I go out. First question was, "Did you clean up your room?" My answer was always no. So I would run to my room, and throw everything that made the room untidy into the closet or under the bed. It looked clean to me. 😂 Run back to mom and tell her it was done, She would peep in to see a room that appeared to be clean and approve my request to go out. This would go on a few times, until she got time to check my room thoroughly 😩😁. She would come into my room that appeared to be tidy, open the closet, pulling all kinds of clothes and junk out and from under the bed throwing all it in a pile on the floor. "You wouldn't have this mess, if you did it right the first time." She would say, while I was giving MAJOR eye rolls and side-eyes behind her back. 😂😂😂 Now my room looked worse than it did, when I had "cleaned" it. Now all of my "mess" is exposed for me to deal with openly, how dare mama expose me and make me take on the burden of cleaning this mess up all by myself? 😒 By the time I was done cleaning up the pile of mess, she helped me to organize and put things in their rightful places. I slept so much better at night and I felt free... weight and guilt free.
It is so easy to cover up our mess, hiding skeletons in the closet and dressing up sin to appear to be clean and holy until the Father comes pulling mess out tossing it to the middle of the floor before your eyes and everyone else's. We go through things that seems to be the enemy attacking us when it isn't. God is cleaning house. Sometimes when it seems like everyone can see your mess, downfall, or shortcomings, God is making you deal with these issues head-on, with no hiding places! It may be embarrassing and it may look like an impossible pile of mess to clean up, but you will feel so much better when it's over. You will feel free when you have no more mess to hide. You will be proud when you get to compare where you came from to where you are now.
Based on my experience, I would recommend you just go ahead and pray for a clean heart now and clean up for real, instead of just tucking your mess into a closet. Forgive those who are unforgiven in your life, turn from that habitual sin... whatever it is, fix it now. The exposure is real and it's uncomfortable. God loves you enough to correct and free you.